Mihow

In Truth

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I gotta be honest, every now and again I’m like, “Dude, mihow, I hate this Web site.” Usually, it comes and goes right away. In the past it would come along every 3 or 6 months or something. Now, it’s every other day.

I really, really need to figure out if I want to keep doing this. Why is this so addictive? Why do I feel compelled to keep doing this?

The first thing I ever wrote on here was “Snot has invaded my head.” Perhaps the last should read: “Blog has invaded my head.”

Something needs to change… it’s either me or this damn Web site, but something’s gotta change.

P.S. I am not looking for reasons to stick around or “OMG OMG! YOU’RE THE SHIT! LOL! LOL!” feedback. Nor am I looking for someone to tell me how badly I suck. I’m just venting.

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12 responses to “In Truth”

  1. Charlie Avatar
    Charlie

    I know you’re just venting, but I really, really, really enjoy stopping by a couple times a day and leaving a comment. It’s like a perpetual break room, and I’m always happy to see what you, toby, jonathan, missy, megan, andrea, scbob, and everyone else has to say about your comments and observations. But I can totally see why you would not like it, because ultimately this blog makes YOU the center of attention, and that’s what I suspect you’re kinda uncomfortable with. But as I have said so many times before, it’s precisely because of your humility and sensitivity that I (and I suspect others) keep coming back.

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  2. mihow Avatar
    mihow

    Maybe we need to turn it into a forum of sorts. Or allow the folks you even just mentioned write a thing or two. Yeah, i get really really tired of hearing myself whine/bitch/complain/talk/ramble/gloat/talk about panties (or lack there of) etc. But all in all, I’m sure I’ll get over it. Having ones period while blogging can be as bad (if not worse) than real life bitchiness.

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  3. Amanda B. Avatar
    Amanda B.

    You seriously do not suck. I would understand if you quit the blog thing, but I’d really, really miss you. :( I would pout a lot.

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  4. Jonathan Avatar
    Jonathan

    I tune in, because i can count on you posting something once or twice a month that is the best piece of writing i’ve seen in a while.

    You hit that sweet spot for me all too often.

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  5. mihow Avatar
    mihow

    I think what’s bugging me the most lately is how much it resembles high school. I know this is probably just me. There are the popular people who wouldn’t be caught dead associating with the dorks and the losers. There are the dorks and losers who all have My Space accounts (Kidding!) and like to steal images from the other dorks and losers who use cooler, more sophisticated publishing programs built by popular people who wouldn’t be caught dead associating with them. There are the braniacs who write about politics and wars. There are the total raging lunatics who really like guns and actually went hunting on the first day of hunting season. There are the slutty gals who will have sex with everyone but since they can’t copulate with the Internet instead they upload more and more jpgs of their over-worked, pimply vagina. There are the nerds, the freaks, the geeks, the people who sleep with geeks, the jocks, the musicians, the heads, the photodorks, the yearbook committee members, the hot girls, the ugly girls, the fat girls who are perpetually trying to lose weight, and the people who like to kick the shit out of someone for not reason whatsoever in between classes or right after lunch. It’s like the high school cafeteria all over again.

    Wow, was that out loud?

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  6. mihow Avatar
    mihow

    mihow, that was totally uncalled for.
    I’m having a bad week—or month. I’ll let you know when it’s over

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  7. Missy Avatar
    Missy

    Don’t forget the people who are surreptitiously, obsessively reading your site because you are someone’s ex-girlfriend. Oh wait, that’s my site. Anyway, there’s room for all of us in blogland.

    As for you, dear lady, the period will pass (pun intended). I’ve been through it numerous times.

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  8. Jonathan Avatar
    Jonathan

    Well, that is the only reason why I read Missy’s blog.

    But I think michele needs a big hug.

    hug your wife toby

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  9. j o h n Avatar
    j o h n

    Wait! Looks like Missy’s got the drama now. Let’s switch gears and focus on Missy –

    So what’s this about blog stalker?

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  10. mia Avatar
    mia

    i feel the same way, and on about the same schedule as you described. and just when i say i’m going to stop freaking posting, i get into a posting binge. … all the while hating the stupid site and wasting time i should be doing other things. i don’t understand it myself. i either want to make better or scrap the thing for a good long while.

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  11. mia Avatar
    mia

    or instead of what i just said, i want to graduate from that high school you so aptly described. dude, can i pretend i’m home-schooled? bleh hehee. i can smell that bologna smell of high school. gross.

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  12. Missy Avatar
    Missy

    The funny thing is, my suspicions are strong that the two people of whom I am specifically thinking? Probably have no idea the other is, shall we say, such a fan.
    Blogstalking: the most irritating form of flattery.

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