I have been thinking. That’s all I’ve been doing, actually. This would be much easier if the people in my life weren’t so perfect. Over the past several days, I have received some of the most thoughtful emails and phonecalls I have ever gotten. People are offering everything from their advice to their favorite restaurants, from their strength to their saddness. It will be hard leaving here. I don’t think anyone has any idea how much so. It brings me some of the most concentrated sadness to say goodbye to such an amazing group of human beings.
I really wish I could take every last one of them with me. How selfish am I? I can’t thank people enough. And I’m strill trying to figure out how to do so.
(I’m getting worked up again. Must. Shut. Up.)