I have issues. I have issues with people wanting to “keep me”. I just occurred to me, that at this point in my life, I can finally say that in regards to my job and my love life and my apartment life and my city life, I see a future. I no longer feel as though one or all are going to drop me instantly or are temporary. My job in NYC never mentioned a year from now with me in it. My living situation was always shaky. If it be losing my uneasy job (which ended up being fairly stable I later find) and not paying rent or just being thrown out (which James planned on doing anyway come December) it was always there, the end. It feels good to hear my current boss say “Next year we’ll send you to a few more classes.” Just a thought. :] Things seem stable. Now if only I can pay off my debt….